Written on May 14, 2012
Today Natalie Christine is your 20th
birthday. I wish the circumstances
would be different but they are not.
I want to hold the memories of joy you gave me. Being pregnant with you allowed me to see
beyond my current circumstances and feel hope for the future. I can still recall the nights I sat up
in bed holding you in my belly telling you all the hopes and dreams I had for
you. You would move and I would
think that, that was your way of communicating with me. Oh how I wanted to
change the outcome, but losing you gave me courage and faith. Your loss got me closer to our Lord
because I knew you were in His arms.
So now I try to adapt to this new life without you and want to be the
best I can be so we can be reunited in heaven one day. I want to live life in such a way that
you would be absolutely proud of me.
Thank you for coming into my life and giving it purpose and direction,
and please know that I will forever love you my sweet baby girl.
Love,
Your Mommy
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